here I am going to list my oc's from these list
Oc Listso: name,"gender" *sexuality -status 
 (F-female,M-male)
Naruto: 

1. Oredis -/- "F" *straight -single-  
2. Kishala Mika "F" *straight-taken by Tekai ( owned by:iconredhedge1 
3. Yulia Nija "F" *bi-sexual -taken by Chiba (owned by ~TheReaperOfAges )   
4. Reik Hatake "F" *straight -Forever Alone
5. Misty May Goldstein "F" *bi-sexual (more for M )-taken by Senshu ( ~TheReaperOfAges ) <  Oc's designs n stuffhere I am going to list my oc's from this list
that I'll be redesigning,fixing or just making a time line picture to show how they change  
when I'm done with someone I'll put a star behind them ... 
...I hope I don't forget anyone 
Naruto: 
1.Oredis Uchiha  
2.Kishala Mika  
3.Yulia Niji  
4. Reik Hatake  
5. Misty May  
6. Cryst  
 
Just having a list and picture Reference of the character 
n relastionship info in such 

Naruto: 

in late August to early September I'm going to be in Minnesota.
going to have some fun with my friends, larping at the world event over the weekend i'm there.
when i come back im going to work hard and try to stay focused on saving up as much as i can, and try my best to finish my school work 
try to also exercise and live as healthy as i can. try to take proper care of myself.

On February 14th 2018, yes Valentines day. 
I'll be quitting my job. 
hopefully ill have found all the info i need to move to Denmark at that point. 
and hopefully it wont be hard to get a job there while i get through the education I want.
 
and when that is done i'll probably come back to Iceland for some time work and maybe continue studying either Clothing design or something else.
( for one day i want to make my own house. i want to design it and hopefully take part in building it .)
but hopefully by that time i'll be able to move to america whatever way i find myself getting a visa :3

so thats what i plan for my future 

I don't feel like i can ever be truly happy. 
Im always alone, and I cant seem to keep friends.
the only times im happy is when im not alone, and thats rare.
I want to reach out to the friends I have but my brain wont let me.
cos I'll just drive them away.like everyone else.

I hate my job, I hate where I live and im not strong enough to change that.
and I dont have the money to do so.
I hate the way i look to a point of Frustration 

today when i was walking home from work i considering getting into my car and driving into the school to try and end my life.

like im doing fine, Im getting more work so Im able to save up more money and im going back to school 
but it just feels like my life is falling apart 
I have no hobbies and nothing to do outside of work except being lonely 

im just so tired of being lonely 

so I have a Manhattan Tablet and no matter what i do I cant get smooth lines on paint tool sai, 
I get them on the screen feature but not on my drawing program ,
ive look at a few tutorials that are supposed to fix this , tho i dont have the options that are shown in said tutorials 
I have a windows 10. and this is very frustrating

for the last year I have felt like a target,
every time i walk down town or go inside the bus i look around me.
i don't feel safe walking the streets in my country.

Iceland is one of the safest places but i felt more secure in Chicago 
the place where i was forbidden to go outside the airport without someone i trusted.
cos Chicago is supposed to be this bad and dangerous place, 
I felt safer there than my own country.

I cant even go to my mom's house without panicking. i'm terrified  
i probably shouldn't but everyday i try and find distraction cause when i get bored i get upset
i try and work everyday to forget the passed and to forget the pain, mostly on sunday's
being back here is taking its toll on me,

so i ask can someone help me with figuring out where to turn .
I want to be able to move to america legally, i don't want to get in trouble .
but i don't know where to look or where to start , i felt at home at Milwaukee.
but i have my eyes set on a different place cause i feel like id be happier.
cause  i have more friends there ,in Minnesota .

i feel like everything i look at is a scam , i'm just paranoid 
i just feel worse and worse 


but i can still smile and be happy everyday , the highs are higher but the downs are lower